After 15 years.
of living.
of suffering.
of wondering.
of struggling.
of studying.
of playing.
of wasting time away.

You start to wonder.
Is it all worth it?
Daily struggles to keep up with life.
To not fall behind.
To not be one of those left behind.

Day after day after day.
You pray, you will be able to succeed in life.
You pray, you won't die.
You pray, that those above will bless you.

After living so long, i start to question myself, if my life is really worth living. My daily schedule, after much reviewing, seems to be a waste of time, meaningless, and other words that hold the same meaning.

My EOYS are coming. It's merely another 2 weeks. I can't afford to fail this time. I must at least get all A2s...